Mini Update

[icemink]

So first the fun stuff. I'm pretty sure that this Sunday will be the episode of Reno 911 that I was in. After all it's the season finale. I'm guessing, if I show up I'm guessing it'll be at the end of the episode, and I'll be the last/shortest person with a rifle.

Also, tomorrow I'm going to Magic Mountain. My best friend out here is being forced to go with her sister and her sister's husband, and she needed emotional support. So off I go. It should be fun, I haven't been to an amusement park in years, and my friend and I have the same love of being goofy and just enjoying our selves so it should be good.

The not so fun stuff is that I am depressed, I've kind of had to admit that to myself even though I don't want it to be true. It's odd because it's not the soul crushing darkness I remember from the last time I was depressed (which thankfully was about five years ago) but I'm much less functional than I've ever been before. It really is almost impossible for me to get out of bed in the morning. I think it'll get better once I get to Colorado. I really want to be looking for a job now, but there's not much point with me moving in a couple weeks. And I'm moving back to a college town in the summer, so there will be lots of jobs available and my parents say things are actually kind of booming back home. So I think it'll be pretty easy to find one once I get there.

ETA: Well one good thing happened. I found out the open house my landlord is hosting to try and get my apartment rented as quickly as possible is Sunday, not Saturday. Yay! I can put off cleaning till Saturday now.

Comments

[darkspace99.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear that you're depressed. Hope that your day at Magic Mountain makes you feel better. =)

[icemink.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'm feeling better in a lot of ways although I think I wore myself out yesterday. But it's a good tired, and doesn't feel so much like depression tired.