Ya know...sometimes being angry is just the correct emotional response to things happening (just like depression).
You're right. I think it throws me off because for a long time I would repress my feelings, and just soldier on through life pretending that nothing affected me. I haven't done that for several years now, which is good, but it leaves me far more at the mercy of my emotional moods.
And I don't think I'm going to worry unless it keeps going past when I've moved back to Colorado, because I think a lot of it has to do with how dissatisfied I've become with my life in LA. It's just that it's happened so quickly because I used to be very happy here.
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Date: 2007-04-27 06:18 pm (UTC)You're right. I think it throws me off because for a long time I would repress my feelings, and just soldier on through life pretending that nothing affected me. I haven't done that for several years now, which is good, but it leaves me far more at the mercy of my emotional moods.
And I don't think I'm going to worry unless it keeps going past when I've moved back to Colorado, because I think a lot of it has to do with how dissatisfied I've become with my life in LA. It's just that it's happened so quickly because I used to be very happy here.